stevie-foxx

Hey everyone, It's been a very long time. First things first, I am so sorry for going dark all of a sudden, and for such an extended period of time. There have been some very major things happening in my life, some still affecting me to this day, and I need to give you all an update as to what's going on. From health issues with family and friends, a loved one's untimely passing, heavy money issues with my own family, nearly having our point vehicle repossessed, and severe mental strain that very nearly had me making a permanent mistake– this year has not been kind to me at all. Nor to my family, as four different family members of mine were in four separate car accidents (everyone of them were not at fault; all of their cars were totaled) It's to the point where I withdrew from everyone, even very dear friends, because of how useless I felt and how hopeless everything else seemed. I haven't had the will to draw this past year. I haven't drawn at all these past two months.

*** I want to push out this small update to say that thanks to everyone's help, we are not facing immediate eviction anymore! We were able to pay up a significant part of the back owed rent, however our landlord is now acting increasingly erratic and invading our privacy to a worrying degree, even entering our home without prior notice and rooting around in our things. So we are still very much trying to move to somewhere else, and hopefully end up in a place were we can have peace of mind and security and not sunken-in floorboards in the living room floor. Once things calm down a bit more, I hope to have some more light-hearted news to share, as well as art and commission updates to post soon! Thank you all once again for sharing and donating; we could not have stayed afloat and gotten this far without your kindness and consideration. --- --- --- This is absolutely not the update I wanted to push out, but it's one that has become necessary due to its urgency. Our landlord has

Hey there, forgive me if this is all over the place. It's past midnight last I checked while typing this. This is an update that should have been much much earlier, and with much much more content. I have been absent from here and twitter due to a number of factors, but first and foremost, no matter what I had going on, it was my duty to give you all proper updates, and I failed in that regard. Failed in keeping up and failed in producing art, and for that, I am deeply, immensely, sorry. My output has slowed to an abysmal crawl, and several commissions I have not yet been able to even start on, and the ones I have started on, I've only been able to chip at little by little in-between work, home issues, incredible anxiety and crippling depression. The fact that I first wrote this journal with the full intent to post it back in /June/, and have revised it four times since, should be a testament to just how badly this situation has been eating at me and how desperately I'm trying to